It disturbed me, devastated me
Drooling situation abused my mind, Rude misjudgements scraped me deep inside.
They said what they thought forgetting the past
And I stood blank thinking not that I'm wrong but that how could they be such a draft
Drastic changes, mislead thoughts and unwilling motions just changed the whole which was right there in the past.
People forgot relationships, All they remembered was money
They left no room for feelings, all that stayed left was disgust
Pathetic emotions, troubling minds, overstated words and the underrated Devinne
I hope there never Be's a Messed UP Situation like this and I be no sweet to no one anymore.
Trust I wonder, if will be left as a word in my dictionary anymore.
I wonder how I would live without trust in others
But I know I will never leave the trust within me just so much more.
They underestimate situation, because we seem down to earth
It would shock the world if they see the powers
I still hope they be fine, but accept my pain no more just so that they think all is fine but for me no more finer. I want to live this no more. Not on the cost of my self respect, they cannot be happy no more.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Thinking Machine!!!
Her thoughts ran wild and blew them apart,
Blocking everyone else to have a start,
She while brooding the mystery revealed the last,
And they just kept wondering how to start.
Clock turned around and asked for vast
Vast of the feel that just tore them apart
They thought of it wrong and forgot to belong
It was just there ego that left them apart
Thinking Machine just had them start
Start thinking of all that was left was just a way to start!!!!
Thinking Machine is just to start
Massive in nature to intrude the wrongs and get it all in a part....
Blocking everyone else to have a start,
She while brooding the mystery revealed the last,
And they just kept wondering how to start.
Clock turned around and asked for vast
Vast of the feel that just tore them apart
They thought of it wrong and forgot to belong
It was just there ego that left them apart
Thinking Machine just had them start
Start thinking of all that was left was just a way to start!!!!
Thinking Machine is just to start
Massive in nature to intrude the wrongs and get it all in a part....
Breaking Meekness........
Submissive was she and modest him
Both meek but in two different ways still to begin
Assertive in nature they can’t be, but they still show the forceful aggression to the mild’s of the we
His gentle hold, held her thoughts
A humble heart fell numb as he turned timid
She couldn’t get the reason and he couldn’t explain one
Luke turned she has turned towards the clouds of confusions confining her in sorrow
Waiting for him to clear and rub his thoughts with hers
But nothing happens
May be because she waits, waits for him
He does not decide and she keeps waiting
Turns out that she’s modest now and he is just trying to be submissive
Submissive to hold her hands again and clear it
Meek they in there meekness mellow the mild and complain the whole and clear the sharps waves that wounded them once and heal it like angels.
Assertive as they wanted to be, more affectionate then ever
Spilling more dreams while bonding them together leaving them even more coiled as a dreamer
Just breaking the meeker to be nowhere to make get weaker ever.
Both meek but in two different ways still to begin
Assertive in nature they can’t be, but they still show the forceful aggression to the mild’s of the we
His gentle hold, held her thoughts
A humble heart fell numb as he turned timid
She couldn’t get the reason and he couldn’t explain one
Luke turned she has turned towards the clouds of confusions confining her in sorrow
Waiting for him to clear and rub his thoughts with hers
But nothing happens
May be because she waits, waits for him
He does not decide and she keeps waiting
Turns out that she’s modest now and he is just trying to be submissive
Submissive to hold her hands again and clear it
Meek they in there meekness mellow the mild and complain the whole and clear the sharps waves that wounded them once and heal it like angels.
Assertive as they wanted to be, more affectionate then ever
Spilling more dreams while bonding them together leaving them even more coiled as a dreamer
Just breaking the meeker to be nowhere to make get weaker ever.
Felt but Lost!!! I hope not!!
He walked by and left his footprints behind
Every crisp feel was felt like never before
Like there was nothing but everything that passed over her all over
She growled of feel which made him revisit
To revisit the depth that she felt
It held her thoughts tight as if it stayed forever
But she just couldn’t find it as it was never over
An incomplete feel that would not set her over
Over till the extent of it being just forever
She still felt the incomplete to complete it
And hoped for him to be not late
Late which made her loose the feeling, which should not have been lost even if it was ever but not forever.
She felt it all and still he just hoped for it to be not lost ever
And she just thought of how to complete it all over.
Every crisp feel was felt like never before
Like there was nothing but everything that passed over her all over
She growled of feel which made him revisit
To revisit the depth that she felt
It held her thoughts tight as if it stayed forever
But she just couldn’t find it as it was never over
An incomplete feel that would not set her over
Over till the extent of it being just forever
She still felt the incomplete to complete it
And hoped for him to be not late
Late which made her loose the feeling, which should not have been lost even if it was ever but not forever.
She felt it all and still he just hoped for it to be not lost ever
And she just thought of how to complete it all over.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
So it passes!!!
It's been dark and the moments to handle are hard
Creeping in the way of big tunnelWith his feelings left with no funnel
Crackling voices around the corridor
Seems like there is a hotel at the end surrounding the pretty door
A beautiful mess of flower and dreamy motor car
It's all so beautiful and he just sits at the bar
Confused with traumatic feelings it just makes it so hard
Thought of passing through the tunnel just becomes bizarre
She walks by the side and he gets pierced in his heart even more
As she touches his side, the whole hard felt at heart melts in his eyes just so much more
Roaring through his eyes she feels the pain within
And as she holds his hands his eyes light up, glowing his face with a smile telling her that don't leave me anymore, never ever again.
Tunnel of hard’s in his heart fades the story of the crimes,
Crimes of losing the lost and of betraying the divines.
She makes him light the dark so it passes the tunnel all so fine
Designed with love with lovely flowers so that as he crosses the door, SO IT PASSES THE WHOLE DEVINE
She is his strength to love and to love the whole just so fine, and SO IT PASSES, PASSES THROUGH IT TO BE JUST MISTIFYING.
Creeping in the way of big tunnelWith his feelings left with no funnel
Crackling voices around the corridor
Seems like there is a hotel at the end surrounding the pretty door
A beautiful mess of flower and dreamy motor car
It's all so beautiful and he just sits at the bar
Confused with traumatic feelings it just makes it so hard
Thought of passing through the tunnel just becomes bizarre
She walks by the side and he gets pierced in his heart even more
As she touches his side, the whole hard felt at heart melts in his eyes just so much more
Roaring through his eyes she feels the pain within
And as she holds his hands his eyes light up, glowing his face with a smile telling her that don't leave me anymore, never ever again.
Tunnel of hard’s in his heart fades the story of the crimes,
Crimes of losing the lost and of betraying the divines.
She makes him light the dark so it passes the tunnel all so fine
Designed with love with lovely flowers so that as he crosses the door, SO IT PASSES THE WHOLE DEVINE
She is his strength to love and to love the whole just so fine, and SO IT PASSES, PASSES THROUGH IT TO BE JUST MISTIFYING.
Friday, June 5, 2009
The Spy in me!!!
The Spy in me!!!
Life is a confusing mess
Like a very thin line between curiosity and check
Like a thin line between the love and the liking
Like thins of the feels that leave you thinking
Like a thought of me calling to say that I love you and I’m sorry and him thinking that I’m asking if he is doing it all right and not just alright.
He looks for the spy in me.
And I wonder why, is just because I shy.
Just because I shy of even thinking that he will say why, WHY for all that I want to know?
At times people make their space more important than anything else.
More important than themselves
I long to say that I do and he prolongs to say if he will ever do
I care to say that I do and he just cures to say that he may do
What if I’m lost one day, lost in god’s mystery, will he ever question himself that why didn’t I ever do
I did all but missed on just one do, the most important do
I hope we are never left miserable in the confusion of when to do
I hope he realizes it now of what he needs to do
Holding the space that I sit and realize that I really do
It’s the spy within me asking these questions and not asking if you all right and not just alright as he just thinks of what we do.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Win Win Situation!!!!
Win Win Situation!!!
Loosing becomes even funnier than winning at times.
Misleading the thoughts to be just rusted when it’s specially needed to the dimes
Fluctuating the value of the whole time as if it’s just worth a dime
And just then the whole win win situation caters the most, most before a fact of loosing is thrown to the world of dimes
As if its only money that values the most with the fluctuation of emotions supporting it throughout the time.
A win win situation just hooked up to make others loose and you win the game as if that’s the only thing that mattered in time.
Some say it right!!! You say it best when you say nothing at all!!!!
Some say it right!!! You say it best when you say nothing at all!!!!
You say it best when you say nothing at all!!!
Crazing the sight, and brooding the white of all
I like it when you just walk the side without having it on your mind at all
Moving forward with a frown and holding hands of the clown of all
I like when you just walk the side with it hovering over you and still not mincing at all
Creasing the memories and looping it along the time that does not rest but does all
I wait for you to say it to my heart and nothing carries it more as you just do it all
You say it best when you say nothing at all!!!! I don’t but still love the fact that you wait there to mean and make me yours forever of all!!!
Meaningless Meanings!!
Meaningless Meanings
Several thoughts trembling my mind
Keeping me awake without a whine
Whining within but letting me define
The meaningless meaning of the whole DIVINE
People go mad while maddening the self to decline
Decline the whole crust of the crispy crunched cheese like ego while leaving it to be just so fine.
I wish it would have broke the very day when I saw you just behind,
Holding the hands with someone who just didn’t seem to be mine
I wish I knew the meaning of the feeling which made me feel like breaking you leg
The meaningless meaning of the whole CRIME.
Illegal Dreams!!!!!
Illegal Dreams!!!
Dreams just become illegal
I drove them aside and dreams just said, ‘How did all know that I just become so lethal’
Blasting beauty of eyes, just started to tremble
Lonely nights just become so much thicker
That there was nothing left to jumble
Jumbling the words, I started to fumble
It looks like my excitement bad eyed my crackling dreams all so lethal
But it never got over as a hope inside me said ‘It can never be declared as illegal if there was no legal’
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