Cotton Flakes!!

It's snowing, all the cotton flakes seem to be flowing.

There are no leaves on pines only Christmas trees have the beauty of crime.

It's my first snow in the town. It feels like the heaven is freaking out....

It's right in front of my eyes but my boy is missing, but is in my heart all around....

Staring right through in his eyes and finding love is still more beautiful.

He is my life, it starts with him and ends on him, I guess it's all about.

It's all white and white is my color, color of love for me where peace stays and love rests and heats it up all around.

I sit by my brick house cottage window and see it snow while watching, sipping and think of him sitting by my side anyway.

I wish the dream comes true again and stays as it all. i would live my life in those moments and stay forever all over.

These cotton flakes have got me loving and love the feel of these cotton flakes running all around.

Nevera

As clear as snow
Mountains broke down, vicious surrounding chilling out
I opened my eyes and broke from the Aisle, just when I saw the glaciers and the snow all around.
It felt as clean as snow, scared of the freeze but willing to take the breeze all around.
The prettiest thing ever, just experienced through my eyes and grayed around.
I loved the feeling of lovely changes in the surround and I never ever thought that it would happen like this and just keep me loved all about.

I landed after three hours of the glaciers and the guts came to the throat as it was all unexpected and just so where about.

Whereabouts the feeling of landing on water and immediately the runway started just the edge of the Oasis surround.

I loved it and laughed at myself saying that I just fooled myself all about.

It was the prettiest thing in ages when I saw red, green, blue and white in and around the oasis with the generous boats, truly not even boats in it for so much to surround.

I sit at the airport now, eating tortilla's and having red beer watching the planes fly away with the edge of the oasis all around.

It's an experience to be, just don't think and it will happen automatically and surprise with and about.

An about of the fun that thrilled me from the flights as I saw the golden gate of the San Francisco and landed deep inside the edge of the water all around. :)

It was all clear as snow, the whole feeling just went and got me upgraded to new me with the same me and better features, how would I explain whats it all about. :)

I just know I loved it, the whole feel was extravagant and I just fell for it with my heart out. :)

Impossible possibilities!

We can't help, love can't blend, asking for more, it just doesn't end. Crazy us live looking at life, loving life, hating sides. Though I wonder. Wearing the head bands. Why does it ache thinking of arseholes? Who just don't stop digging the holes. Impossible possibilities surround you from every where. Running around naked does not stop the surroundings from building up anymore. I just stay as I'm halting my head and not breaking it anymore of how the sets of impossible possibilities sways and weighs so more.

Chocolate Fudge! ;)

It melted in my mouth as if he fed me and walked to watch the side. ↲
A little dripping chocolate down my lip and a lot more dripping love in his heart fell out↲
Fell out feeling the crust nd feel that had him feel that was lost in the crowd. ↲
I love him and he loves me. I'm dreaming of so may be, but it will work through the pout.↲
The day he see's me I'll know if he lied or just just stayed about. ↲
He isn't giving up still and I've given up already.↲
Just in two different ways of still.↲
He isn't giving up because he is NOT sure and I gave up because I'm SURE. ↲
I wonder at times, how can someone go blind and eat this CHOCOLATE FUDGE all the more.↲
I'm diabetic now of love and not of sugar. ↲
But i still love him just without thinking that it might kill me of sweetness one day all the more. :)

Whimsical dreams

Whimsical dreams, Capricious mood
Impulsive heart on the groove.

I messed it bad, had everyone mad
For a moment thought heading to the head of end

Madcap of the world, swung around with the cap all over.
Dreaming, chasing and then hating it all
As if there was no good, nothing over, never ever

Geared up with the fastest gear stretched the limits up till it broke
Broke in pieces, tore apart with no healing without the start bringing along all that was over but yet waiting for it to be over and start all moreover.

Holding it tight, thinking as if it was never over
Hoping for it to start all over and just leave me with the dreams, no more whims, no more mood, just the groove and it will never be over.

An artist's mind!!!

Mostly relaxed, partly cracked
I wish to know the reason of black.
It's so many colors, still the color is black and that's the kind of confusion that the mind wears when the artistic genitals are in the breath rolling through the head.

An artist's mind, can never be predicted in simple words of hay.
They only speak the word of art, in every form as there way.
I only wish that the pshycotic motion of the art stays there and leaves a say.
Saying it all that they can't speak through there lips as the sound chokes in there throat with every breath when it's tough to convey.

They just speak the way they want and never fail to convey.
A mind of an artist never leaves it till its not a convey.

Dancing Souls!!!

Every beat, churning my body.
Floating my thoughts of the very profound
Craving me to dance along

The bass is extreme... and the rythem all clean
Clean drums cleaning the screen.
I turned around and the world stopped.
As the step was launched the hearts were robbed.
Every movement was just a clean swap.
Just than a scream crossed. We love you is all that was there in the shout.

A princess feel just wrapped me around as the claps just shunned the ground.
I did not know but already had set the record around
I did not imagine that I could spin it all along
Well I shocked myself and promised all along, that this day will not be the last but just a start of the long.

My move just promised that she will come back to this stage if not today, but someday after long.
They still wait, but I wait more to be there and throttle it all along.

Exchange Servers!!! Servicing them all!!!

Exchanged thoughts, changed emails.
Emailed the laughs, the secrets of all.
Exchanged the thoughts of work with very little power.
An open house of office moved with the exchange of email amongst all.

I emailed them all, while thinking, thinking and again thinking that it would change something.
Some part of there day, with a bright smile and I got to do something of all.

They messaged everyday, we met everyday.
The rotating server, validated the data and at times just messed me by blocking the wanted to not pass through but still pass some and still made all happy but not me of all.
They replied back and got me crazy as they said '''NEVER STOP''' Keep servicing them all....And I just said ok....
I have updated an article on Exchange server, not very helpfull but still Exchange Server!!! Still Servicing them all!!!
I hope you read it and had a smile while servicing them all.... :)

Woof, Woof, Woof!!!!

Summer, a 1.5 years old Lhasa Apso
Dolly, 13 years old German Shepherd

48 Years old mom and 53 old dad
29 Year old sister, and a brother in law who I'm not sure is how old.... and he might kill me for saying that....but it's ok.... I guess I don't need to care.....

Now you know the characters of the story to understand the later part of the post better!!! :)

Woof Woof (Summer just said Dolly I love you)
Woof Woof Woof (Dolly to summer,,,Summer I love you too)

Just 2 minutes and Summer climbed up on Dolly's head another scream
Wooof Woof (Summer to ''Dolly I'm hungryyyyy mmmmmm :(''
Wooffff grrrrrrrrrrr (Dolly to Summer ''I won't share my food, I need yours too'')

Grumbling sound Grrrr Grrrrrrrr Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Summer is quite now.... went and sat under the dad's arm chair.....

Dad ordered ''Dolly, get up and go have food'' ''Don't be a trouble child, have what mom prepared''
Mom squeezing dolly patting her back "Dad's scolding you don't worry, I'll give you what you want.'' '' Come here have some food''
Summer staring, the most Innocent stare she could ever give...
MMMmmmmmm....''Summer telling mom ''' I'm hungry too''

Dad annoyed of sounds, ''Give this two little pieces some rest, give them some food.''
Summer climbs on dad's arm... "" mmmmmmm "" 'you give me food'
Dad to mom 'Look at this sweet little creature, completely mad like your little one.'
She sits far away and leaves this little creature here to remind us that she is still there to trouble'
And by the way that mom's little one is no one else but me....
Dad picks her slow, so that Dolly does not see and say not her 'Grrrrrrrrrr''' I'm jealous sound asking him to put her down'

Slowly sneaking her in to the kitchen dad says, Rohee(my mom) quick.
Mom quickly turns gives her the food, just as they did for me forever.
At least someone is feeling loved... I'm glad, that the love still pertains...

I love everyone
Mentioned out here...

Showing love in all possible ways. On face on the back and always and everywhere....

I'm glad they are there....

Woof Woof Woof!!! That's me saying ''I miss them''....
Woof Woof Woof!!! That's me again saying ''I love you mom''
Woof Woof Woof!!! That's me again saying ''I'll always be there all''
Woof Woof Woof!!! My face might not show, but my feel with still exist in you my dear. Summer will never improve as she gets treated like me.. Since ever and forever.... I still love you all...
Too much of all....

Belief!!!

Life zoomed in, minced in.

Believed in, asking the words of life.

They believed in me, like a mirror showing them a face to win

Win it all that they had once thought of and decided to green

Signaling it to be the wish that became a dream which had to be fulfilled whatever may be the beam.

There belief had me walk the way and still keeps me moving from within.

Footsteps of a once upon a time crawl, now runs in thoughts as if there was never a crawl just a little rest to run now to cream.

I will get there my steps are promising them just as the way to they would want me to cream.

Cremation seems far but very close if I start to count the numbers of for to numbers of done to begin.

Belief still holds us strong as there would a finish of deadlines before the dead in lines as we would cream.

Smile when you cry!!

Heavy hearts, dying to cry
Undying love takes a sigh to fly
A drop fell from her eyes as she was about to die
Die within, with the thoughts dead along with the feelings within
Everything that her mind thought an heart felt
Was just something that she had lost
All of it as she was about to begin
Just then as she saw beam, of hope, of the warmth
That she had forgotten long before but still had a stance awaiting from within
His steps just warned her of the hurt that she had gone through and left unspoken
Was just about to spill out with the anguish of trouble felt all through in time even when she was to begin
Begin her life, just not the way she had imagined and was still hoping could be fine without him but still couldn't begin.
He held her steps right then when she thought she would leave it all to begin
Held her forever and she cried with a smile
Sighing of the love that she thought she had long lost and stayed there leaving her steps behind and memories to blind to write the new ones as she was just to begin forgetting that she had already begun long before closing all doors for her to ever begin the way she wanted to live and never begin.
She use to smile in front of him when she used to cry within hoping all to be fine.
But now she just cried in her smile thinking that her hope had come true like a dream which she could have never thought of even when she was to begin.

Now they stay together like inseparables hoping and smiling through every cry with a faith of it all to never fade within.

Walk by your side

Happiest in the world shows as you smile, standing by your side
Greedy to view some more, smile some more
As there is nothing that has touched me like this in my life before

Seeing a sigh as I stood there, a brood brooding and drowning in your eyes just seems like a new evening in my arms settling you down right there
A kid in me and a kid in you just needing a sigh in our arms is evident as never before
I hope what I read in your eyes is just something that stays there forever
Telling me that someone is there for ever and ever

We walk by our side as there is no last till we last and there is no mask brimming to ask to be there forever and still walk our side for ever.

You will see me walk by your side all over and for ever.

Chasing the Passion!!!

I heard it once that it will be possible only if it's destined to be.
But no one knows whats written in there, in there for my life.
Passionate as I have been and it still makes it hard for me to be with my passion.

Chasing till now, all thats left.
Wearing it out, the inside of me.
Passionate as I have been will never leave what stays as the existence of me.

Chasing will never finish, but the only thing that would change would be the chased.
Ever and ever, forever.
Chasing the passion will stay there, as word passion speaks for itself.
It's never ending, it's passion that passions forever.

Homeless

It left me numb, the whole situation of crumb
Thrashed within, with nothing but just thoughts to begin
They hold so tight, there is so much to fight

I hope it dismisses fast, the whole crunch in heart just vapours without a last

I don't wish to think it no more, I just hope it all heals so more

I can't smile no more, till it demises within me I can't laugh no more

I just hope it's all over and everyone around being sober, all just so more.
A home within builds up all so sure, Shores aching feeling homeless with home feels homeless all so more.
It's my home, for others I can't leave home no more.

Messed UP Situations!!!

It disturbed me, devastated me
Drooling situation abused my mind, Rude misjudgements scraped me deep inside.

They said what they thought forgetting the past
And I stood blank thinking not that I'm wrong but that how could they be such a draft

Drastic changes, mislead thoughts and unwilling motions just changed the whole which was right there in the past.

People forgot relationships, All they remembered was money
They left no room for feelings, all that stayed left was disgust

Pathetic emotions, troubling minds, overstated words and the underrated Devinne
I hope there never Be's a Messed UP Situation like this and I be no sweet to no one anymore.

Trust I wonder, if will be left as a word in my dictionary anymore.
I wonder how I would live without trust in others
But I know I will never leave the trust within me just so much more.
They underestimate situation, because we seem down to earth
It would shock the world if they see the powers
I still hope they be fine, but accept my pain no more just so that they think all is fine but for me no more finer. I want to live this no more. Not on the cost of my self respect, they cannot be happy no more.

Thinking Machine!!!

Her thoughts ran wild and blew them apart,
Blocking everyone else to have a start,
She while brooding the mystery revealed the last,
And they just kept wondering how to start.

Clock turned around and asked for vast
Vast of the feel that just tore them apart

They thought of it wrong and forgot to belong
It was just there ego that left them apart

Thinking Machine just had them start
Start thinking of all that was left was just a way to start!!!!

Thinking Machine is just to start
Massive in nature to intrude the wrongs and get it all in a part....

Breaking Meekness........

Submissive was she and modest him
Both meek but in two different ways still to begin
Assertive in nature they can’t be, but they still show the forceful aggression to the mild’s of the we
His gentle hold, held her thoughts
A humble heart fell numb as he turned timid
She couldn’t get the reason and he couldn’t explain one
Luke turned she has turned towards the clouds of confusions confining her in sorrow
Waiting for him to clear and rub his thoughts with hers
But nothing happens
May be because she waits, waits for him
He does not decide and she keeps waiting
Turns out that she’s modest now and he is just trying to be submissive
Submissive to hold her hands again and clear it
Meek they in there meekness mellow the mild and complain the whole and clear the sharps waves that wounded them once and heal it like angels.
Assertive as they wanted to be, more affectionate then ever
Spilling more dreams while bonding them together leaving them even more coiled as a dreamer
Just breaking the meeker to be nowhere to make get weaker ever.

Felt but Lost!!! I hope not!!

He walked by and left his footprints behind
Every crisp feel was felt like never before
Like there was nothing but everything that passed over her all over
She growled of feel which made him revisit
To revisit the depth that she felt
It held her thoughts tight as if it stayed forever
But she just couldn’t find it as it was never over
An incomplete feel that would not set her over
Over till the extent of it being just forever
She still felt the incomplete to complete it
And hoped for him to be not late
Late which made her loose the feeling, which should not have been lost even if it was ever but not forever.
She felt it all and still he just hoped for it to be not lost ever
And she just thought of how to complete it all over.

So it passes!!!

It's been dark and the moments to handle are hard
Creeping in the way of big tunnelWith his feelings left with no funnel

Crackling voices around the corridor
Seems like there is a hotel at the end surrounding the pretty door

A beautiful mess of flower and dreamy motor car
It's all so beautiful and he just sits at the bar

Confused with traumatic feelings it just makes it so hard
Thought of passing through the tunnel just becomes bizarre

She walks by the side and he gets pierced in his heart even more
As she touches his side, the whole hard felt at heart melts in his eyes just so much more

Roaring through his eyes she feels the pain within
And as she holds his hands his eyes light up, glowing his face with a smile telling her that don't leave me anymore, never ever again.

Tunnel of hard’s in his heart fades the story of the crimes,
Crimes of losing the lost and of betraying the divines.

She makes him light the dark so it passes the tunnel all so fine
Designed with love with lovely flowers so that as he crosses the door, SO IT PASSES THE WHOLE DEVINE
She is his strength to love and to love the whole just so fine, and SO IT PASSES, PASSES THROUGH IT TO BE JUST MISTIFYING.

The Spy in me!!!

The Spy in me!!!

Life is a confusing mess

Like a very thin line between curiosity and check

Like a thin line between the love and the liking

Like thins of the feels that leave you thinking

Like a thought of me calling to say that I love you and I’m sorry and him thinking that I’m asking if he is doing it all right and not just alright.

He looks for the spy in me.

And I wonder why, is just because I shy.

Just because I shy of even thinking that he will say why, WHY for all that I want to know?

At times people make their space more important than anything else.

More important than themselves

I long to say that I do and he prolongs to say if he will ever do

I care to say that I do and he just cures to say that he may do

What if I’m lost one day, lost in god’s mystery, will he ever question himself that why didn’t I ever do

I did all but missed on just one do, the most important do

I hope we are never left miserable in the confusion of when to do

I hope he realizes it now of what he needs to do

Holding the space that I sit and realize that I really do

It’s the spy within me asking these questions and not asking if you all right and not just alright as he just thinks of what we do.

Win Win Situation!!!!

Win Win Situation!!!

Loosing becomes even funnier than winning at times.

Misleading the thoughts to be just rusted when it’s specially needed to the dimes

Fluctuating the value of the whole time as if it’s just worth a dime

And just then the whole win win situation caters the most, most before a fact of loosing is thrown to the world of dimes

As if its only money that values the most with the fluctuation of emotions supporting it throughout the time.

A win win situation just hooked up to make others loose and you win the game as if that’s the only thing that mattered in time.

Some say it right!!! You say it best when you say nothing at all!!!!

Some say it right!!! You say it best when you say nothing at all!!!!

You say it best when you say nothing at all!!!

Crazing the sight, and brooding the white of all

I like it when you just walk the side without having it on your mind at all

Moving forward with a frown and holding hands of the clown of all

I like when you just walk the side with it hovering over you and still not mincing at all

Creasing the memories and looping it along the time that does not rest but does all

I wait for you to say it to my heart and nothing carries it more as you just do it all

You say it best when you say nothing at all!!!! I don’t but still love the fact that you wait there to mean and make me yours forever of all!!!

Meaningless Meanings!!

Meaningless Meanings

Several thoughts trembling my mind

Keeping me awake without a whine

Whining within but letting me define

The meaningless meaning of the whole DIVINE

People go mad while maddening the self to decline

Decline the whole crust of the crispy crunched cheese like ego while leaving it to be just so fine.

I wish it would have broke the very day when I saw you just behind,

Holding the hands with someone who just didn’t seem to be mine

I wish I knew the meaning of the feeling which made me feel like breaking you leg

The meaningless meaning of the whole CRIME.

Illegal Dreams!!!!!

Illegal Dreams!!!

Dreams just become illegal

I drove them aside and dreams just said, ‘How did all know that I just become so lethal’

Blasting beauty of eyes, just started to tremble

Lonely nights just become so much thicker

That there was nothing left to jumble

Jumbling the words, I started to fumble

It looks like my excitement bad eyed my crackling dreams all so lethal

But it never got over as a hope inside me said ‘It can never be declared as illegal if there was no legal’

ALOO CHAAT!!! Chatakdaar BAAT!!!

Saw the movie!!!! Forget the past!!!! It's nothing to do with Aloo Chaat but still ALOO CHAAT!!

Spicey is the story, crispy is the mood!!
Fun is in the air but no doubt it's LOOT!!!
In the world of robbers, where we resist the tempt!!!
Craving the stories at all the ends!!!

Darn me Darn you, it's just the story to part you
Part in the heart, where no one has a part
It's my house, where no one gets a start

Starting a frown, get me in the town
I know you know, I need to know the crown
Crown of the embassy, that surrounds the friends around

Neglect the enemies, they don't deserve the face
I just wish they get to see how nice it is to face
Face me in there haze, it would be enough to have them left with no gaze.
Oh I would love to the race, just to have a face

All who dare to bare, forget it that I care.
Heaven is healing and doors just sealing, just run for your life. I don't wish to be dealing.

I will deal with the rest of the world. I just need you to be healing!!!! I love the feeling!!!!

Journey of UGLY turning to BEAUTY!!

Life starts with the selfless love of motherhood, family, warmth, care and mystery!!!
Mystery of origination, Origination never realized, never understood. We try and meet the ends. Ends of relationships, Ends of love, Ends of Life. There are no shores, there are no deadlines, there are no visible destinations.

Sometime we find our ends but don't realize them, sometime we never find them but illus ionize, telling ourselves that we are there. May be it's just convenient. But this fuck in convenience screws everything. It just misleads you, telling you that you are right where in you are just entering yourself in the zone of disaster. Disastrous feelings, emotions that pity, pity yourself for pity of people around. It's not fair. And the toughest part of disaster, it's just so darn tough to break this illusions.

It's fair to try, but not fair to not to try fearing the failure.
I'll not fail him, I'll not let him fail.
I'll break his illusions. The restrictions that surround him, crave him to live within them and not change it, only because he's restricted. His problem is illusions surrounding himself of pain, the shore is just next step and he still thinks it's not possible. He's doped of ache. An aching heart caused, all with unwanted reasons and he believes they are true.

I stand by his side to make the Ugly of today in Beauty of tomorrow. I have faith. He will not loose. He will love and he will resist.

Resist it for beautiful tomorrow. As the dawn breaks, there will be a beautiful morning. Morning full of peace, full of life. Life to Live. Live to its fullest. it needs a little time and I'm hopeful. Hopeful of him identifying himself all over again. Not a better him, not a changed him. Just him, a perfect and beautiful him.

I love him.

Enemy of the Lines!!!

I drew the lines, crossed them over....
Regretted forever, Enemies just lying all over....

Build up the courage to motion the life all over....
Nothing seemed to work but right then something turned me just more over....

Kites in the sky flying, opening there heart, wandering aside, feasting the joy, just as it would not last forever....
Still hoping the life to get all over but still not over....
Misting my eyes, just when it goes through flashing around the side....
But still feeling numb, as I found the enemies and got wounded over and over....

Enemy of my lines who just had to cross the lines and they were never over!!!!

Fascinating Forever!!!

I fascinated forever, melted the candles all over.
Waiting for the moment that would last forever.
Garnishing the life, the way it needs to be.
Just when I thought it was over. He held my hand forever.

Blissful feel, the whole in one, nothing matters when we are one.
Craving for fun, just the way two friends had begun.

The journey molding us, two friends, in all the one.
Vivacious in nature and just as it had be the fun.
Friends Forever just turned to be the fascinating forever.

Greens

A notting hill, gracefully standing with its face painted in greens.
Some dark, some light.
Some hard and some easy to hide.
Beauty in it's arms just craving to stay alive.

It blew the wind, while wandering to the sides.
Left me thinking of the heaps that could brew the rides.

I wish I knew, what would save me from strides.
Strides that would kill, kill the memories deep inside.

I and You

There are people around you…above you…
There are people with you…without you…
But they are only people and you…with you or without you…
I want to accept you and you got to accept me…
It’s tough but not so tough…
I smile at you and you smile at me…
I throw love at you and you throw love at me…
My happiness is you and your happiness is me…
Our happiness is we and it just smiles to be…
The mystery that be and no one seems to see…

I just need to love you unconditionally to have you love me…

Smaller the confusion bigger the disaster!!

He Said - He's busy

I Said - OK

He Said - I will call you later

I Said - OK

He Said - I'm not sure

I Said - OK

I Said - I Love You

He Said - OK

I Said - OK

He Said - OK Babula

I Said - OK Bye.

He Said - Bye Babsie.

He said hundred loved names, and i did not hear his love. I over thousand times said I Love You, but he never committed my love. I did not see the love in his voice and he forgot to notice the notification of the love expressed by me.

'You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back'

In our case we were loosing. We still loose. Only wait for the perfect moment, wondering when would it be. Wondering while hoping that we shouldn't miss it while waiting. The feeling of not having it scares one. What if I am not there one day? What if he is not there one day?

How will the hearts live and how will you let me live?

He's confused if I really love him and i am confused if he really loves me?

We are just too scared of the answers I guess!!!!! It's the main thing and we wait for the answers and meanwhile there are confusions....Small little confusions....I love him and he loves me. But with no expression there Be's no decision and with no decision there Be's no initiation and there Be's a confusion. Small little confusion but the disasters of the moment.

It's Every Story!!!! It's still my Story!!!!

Innovator and Navigator

I sit in Innovator and he sits in Navigator.

Sometimes we just forget to notice a few things in life. If you relate them and notice, it just seems like a unsolved mystery.....
In life.... I innovate the frames of life, think of how they should be, what would decorate it and how. But, then there is a problem how to put thoughts in action and that's when he comes in action he navigates, unknowingly but yes he does.

LAWYERS DON'T TALK WITHOUT PROOF

I think of how to make a day special but then its him who decides on the day, unaware of the fact that there is a plan. Unaware of the life that would start.....
I plan of how to have his birthday start but then he plans on when to kick the charts.
I plan of my birthday to be the craft and he neat's it to the actual part.

As we sit....We belong....I innovate and he navigates the start....

;) What better mystery than this could be.

Whose father what goes? ;)

Whose father what goes?

There are times in life that you just wonder why the hell is everyone bothered more about our life then there own lives.

May be I wonder because of the number of lives I live. The ones i love and ones I don't. Sometimes I wonder if I ones I don't like are just because I have weaved them like that. Unknowingly but yes. I'm not a depressed person, because I try and get over it.

People often say that we should not think of the past. But why, I guess you should never forget your past neither goods nor bad. Well a little diversion. May be they say that don't forget but don't think too much about it. If it's about forgetting it then NO that's not good. Yours good and bad are yours. A part of your life not something orphaned. just remember let these times not depress you but motivate you even more. Something that moves you on, over and over and over again. Something that give you the strength of doing it all over again and holds you on through out so that it does not let you down again.

I still live my bad and it just tells me that you have it in store for you....Something better....Something nicer.....

There is something that just keeps me going. I love me life and I don't wan't anyone to bother....

I can take care of me.... Unwanted, please don't bother for the sake of it.... Live and let live....
Whose father what goes?
My father is fine....your father what goes....Just be and let be.

Bottom line.... Live your life to the fullest....YOUR FATHER WHAT GOES? ;)

I'm Free

I’m free.
There are thoughts floating in my mind, my mind is free.
There are wishes pondering in my heart, my heart is free.
Thunder, blizzards are blowing the skies apart.
I remember you and I feel your touch. My thoughts are free.

Everything’s perfect. And I think of you, that you so perfect.
Your happiness is my happiness.
Suddenly the weather changes, there is sadness everywhere.
While happiness around everyone just missed that.
Your happiness is my happiness.
But your sad is my worse.
It’s us, you rule my thoughts, my thoughts rule my heart and my heart rules my mind.
It’s all yours, nothing is free. I’m not free. I’m tagged yours. Forever!

WE

Love found me…..Came down…. Knocked at my heart….

Life moved….. Moved me places,
Helped me explore myself, Places left behind within me
Flickering flames, melted heart,
In search of peace, flaunting the pain
There is no pain any more, I’m no sweet anymore.
I am just me, me made by you.
You helped me explore myself, the parts of me I had lost
I had lost the counts I had said I.
You made us, we became WE.
WE like never before. WE like no one else could ever be.
I whipped of happiness the moment we turned WE FOREVER.
Loved which had knocked my door ages before, today settled in my house.
It formed and uniformed my HOME.
WE MOVED ON.
Moved on for forever
Now love’s resting, we are misting.
The fire evokes, Warms OUR home.
You became me, I became you.
Smeared in each other, it just left WE

Ash n Nash The story begins.
WE just became a start
A never ending start
It will only End with US
There is no U, there is no I anymore
Ash n Nash just began, Ash n Nash just got started
NO END
THIS IS JUST THEH START