Panting!!

Spread some words of wisdom, my ears are tired
My brain is not working, It feels like holding back on everything
not saying a word, like there is no where to begin
I m not panting, but still panting out loud
I have no words of wisdom left to tell myself
to strike the streaking positivity, I am sealing down,
hit it when it's warm, Or I will be locked for long, I hope not forever

Babylon!!!

This is my babylon, I have decided to weave it
I just love the way I feel it
I do not care if the world ends tonight, but I still hope everyone gets to see what I have seen in my life, only the nice things all the more....

Can I hold your hand, can I hug you my brother thats what I just told my brother with all my heart all the more....
Waiting for a friend, seeing him after ages but feel like just yesterdays memory all the more,
I have no expectations then an expectation to be me, and I guess that holds more worth than anything else all the more.... :)

I m in love with myself so much more... :)

Transporting my feelings!!!

They overloaded and blew my mind
Made me think, if it was even worth a dime

Worth a lot more was something felt but lost
I couldn't leave it at any cost....

Felt and let out at the transportation cost... I transported my feelings and made sure they were never lost....
The baggage increased, just the savage that was suppose to be decreased....

A positive energy flowing, savage so decreasing
Transporting the feelings
The feelings worth and not just a dime.

It's rolling over!!

I m rolling over, my head is spinning and I m getting better....


The more I think the more it is getting over....


Someone just said that goodbye's are not painful till its really over....


For me you and your chapter is all over....


I would kill myself but not hate you or think that you stayed over....


It rolled over and now I know that whatever I say its rolling over and it will never be over till I get it over and roll it over....


It rolling hard and it's all just over....

Spreading it all over!!

Just when you open your eyes.... The mist of your eyes covers my side....
Spreading the sides I hold your side.... I do not wish to get up, neither do I wish to open my eyes....

Hair spread all over your shoulder.... How can I leave, just when I know that I cannot survive....

Spreading the gifted abide, How could I tolerate the distance of divide....

I do not cry anymore and walk, smile but not talk...
The words spread all over me are just spreading the mist of your eyes to stalk...

I just do not wanna open my eyes, but how will I spread it all over if my eyes are not open and spreading it all over....

I m spreading it all over... The emotions are running high, high on spirits and they are never over.
They are just spreading all over...

Morning Brew!!!

The morning that breaks with smiles,
I can hear the sound of chimes,

The sun rays that break on me give me the faith of being and to be,
The shining glasses at the edge of the room are gloomy today as the weather just changed and there are clouds all around the sky telling me that there are showers to be and be in the groove.
I could have never expected of how much I needed the Brew while I was inhaling the unexpected of the whole new world and the morning just flew....

Those chimes remind me of how much more do I want and how much more can it be if I remember the meaning of being and be the the ray myself clearing the dark waves all around me and being the Morning Brew smiling in my life I hope all through!!!

It is you still all about!!!

I will not speak a word,
I will not tell my name,
I will pass by your side and not know your name,
But, what if I look in your eyes and tell you that you will not be my name?

I will not touch any feelings anymore,
I will not crunch my memories any more,
I will stay there and sit all along,
But what if one day I go missing, will you even notice or belong?

I will not cry my heart out loud,
I will not mention it to anyone that you somewhere surround,
I will sit there and watch,
But do you think you will just walk out and never think of me all about?

I think of you all about,
And I m going no where, My heart speaks it out loud that you are still in the surround.
Watching me unconsciously, missing my sub consciously.
I do not want to fool myself.
But why, But why do I think of you? Still all about...

It is you still all about.

In REAL!!

Lost in the midst of the ocean, I swam and swam....
It's a lot of swimming and just one shore to see as I began....
There were oasis like a chapter in the book, many to be and nothing to stay....

I wish I get the shore just one day...

Living the moment or crying it out loud....
In real it's just about being in the crowd...

Loneliness is nothing but the state of mind in which you decide to neglect the surround...
I just know it that even if there is no one around, you still got something that surrounds you to surround...

I just want my shore and this just in REAL I won't leave thinking it all fine and all OK for all about.... :)
I want it in REAL and be in REAL for every second of all about....

Ditch within a Ditch!!!

Killer me, killed me....that ditch within a ditch ditched me....

Killer me, killed me, that past of the feeling had to stop within....

Killer me, killed me, but I will never leave ditch to make sure that no one ever ditched me....

Ditch was filled with pain and pain was too painful to explain...

But here I'm ditching my ditch and letting it flow.... for god sake there is no time to grow....

I lived my life and let it go.... Just as they said that I need to grow....

I grew within and noticed the feel in and within....

I would never be in the ditch within a ditch and ditch no one within....

I love the feeling that I cannot be a ditcher of the ditch how much so ever I may change from within....

I'm all there to begin.... Said that that I have already begun and there does not have to be anymore begin..... ;)