I will last forever!!!!

I wished I could fly, but landed on face just as I took a sigh

The life was tougher but does it get tougher by day as someone kept buying days but nothing really happened. I was killed within just as I realized it was suppose to be the moment and it became so lethal that I could barely touch my side or sigh of brood. I had become just so critical.

Life isn’t moving, I know all I need is myself but why do I crave that I need another moment, oh gosh why did I even taste it in the first place. It just made me raw and all so raw and lethal.

I m dangerous right now, my emotions are running high and I prefer not speaking, It is here that I speak to myself. I can’t suppress these feelings, Guruji said, if I suppress it they will persist and if they persist I will be dead within no time. When I say I will be dead I mean my feelings will be dead.

A person does not exist without feelings and every incident leaves you with a thought, this one just leaves me telling, handle yourself before you lose yourself or it will become a journey with no meaning and you will not get anywhere even if you wanted and things will just become brutal.

Life will last. But the point here is there is no point if the life last’s you don’t last. I wanna say I last!!

There will be a day when that happens and I will be lasting forever.

I say ‘I will last forever, ever and forever’

Panting!!

Spread some words of wisdom, my ears are tired
My brain is not working, It feels like holding back on everything
not saying a word, like there is no where to begin
I m not panting, but still panting out loud
I have no words of wisdom left to tell myself
to strike the streaking positivity, I am sealing down,
hit it when it's warm, Or I will be locked for long, I hope not forever

Babylon!!!

This is my babylon, I have decided to weave it
I just love the way I feel it
I do not care if the world ends tonight, but I still hope everyone gets to see what I have seen in my life, only the nice things all the more....

Can I hold your hand, can I hug you my brother thats what I just told my brother with all my heart all the more....
Waiting for a friend, seeing him after ages but feel like just yesterdays memory all the more,
I have no expectations then an expectation to be me, and I guess that holds more worth than anything else all the more.... :)

I m in love with myself so much more... :)

Transporting my feelings!!!

They overloaded and blew my mind
Made me think, if it was even worth a dime

Worth a lot more was something felt but lost
I couldn't leave it at any cost....

Felt and let out at the transportation cost... I transported my feelings and made sure they were never lost....
The baggage increased, just the savage that was suppose to be decreased....

A positive energy flowing, savage so decreasing
Transporting the feelings
The feelings worth and not just a dime.

It's rolling over!!

I m rolling over, my head is spinning and I m getting better....


The more I think the more it is getting over....


Someone just said that goodbye's are not painful till its really over....


For me you and your chapter is all over....


I would kill myself but not hate you or think that you stayed over....


It rolled over and now I know that whatever I say its rolling over and it will never be over till I get it over and roll it over....


It rolling hard and it's all just over....

Spreading it all over!!

Just when you open your eyes.... The mist of your eyes covers my side....
Spreading the sides I hold your side.... I do not wish to get up, neither do I wish to open my eyes....

Hair spread all over your shoulder.... How can I leave, just when I know that I cannot survive....

Spreading the gifted abide, How could I tolerate the distance of divide....

I do not cry anymore and walk, smile but not talk...
The words spread all over me are just spreading the mist of your eyes to stalk...

I just do not wanna open my eyes, but how will I spread it all over if my eyes are not open and spreading it all over....

I m spreading it all over... The emotions are running high, high on spirits and they are never over.
They are just spreading all over...

Morning Brew!!!

The morning that breaks with smiles,
I can hear the sound of chimes,

The sun rays that break on me give me the faith of being and to be,
The shining glasses at the edge of the room are gloomy today as the weather just changed and there are clouds all around the sky telling me that there are showers to be and be in the groove.
I could have never expected of how much I needed the Brew while I was inhaling the unexpected of the whole new world and the morning just flew....

Those chimes remind me of how much more do I want and how much more can it be if I remember the meaning of being and be the the ray myself clearing the dark waves all around me and being the Morning Brew smiling in my life I hope all through!!!