Smaller the confusion bigger the disaster!!

He Said - He's busy

I Said - OK

He Said - I will call you later

I Said - OK

He Said - I'm not sure

I Said - OK

I Said - I Love You

He Said - OK

I Said - OK

He Said - OK Babula

I Said - OK Bye.

He Said - Bye Babsie.

He said hundred loved names, and i did not hear his love. I over thousand times said I Love You, but he never committed my love. I did not see the love in his voice and he forgot to notice the notification of the love expressed by me.

'You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back'

In our case we were loosing. We still loose. Only wait for the perfect moment, wondering when would it be. Wondering while hoping that we shouldn't miss it while waiting. The feeling of not having it scares one. What if I am not there one day? What if he is not there one day?

How will the hearts live and how will you let me live?

He's confused if I really love him and i am confused if he really loves me?

We are just too scared of the answers I guess!!!!! It's the main thing and we wait for the answers and meanwhile there are confusions....Small little confusions....I love him and he loves me. But with no expression there Be's no decision and with no decision there Be's no initiation and there Be's a confusion. Small little confusion but the disasters of the moment.

It's Every Story!!!! It's still my Story!!!!

Innovator and Navigator

I sit in Innovator and he sits in Navigator.

Sometimes we just forget to notice a few things in life. If you relate them and notice, it just seems like a unsolved mystery.....
In life.... I innovate the frames of life, think of how they should be, what would decorate it and how. But, then there is a problem how to put thoughts in action and that's when he comes in action he navigates, unknowingly but yes he does.

LAWYERS DON'T TALK WITHOUT PROOF

I think of how to make a day special but then its him who decides on the day, unaware of the fact that there is a plan. Unaware of the life that would start.....
I plan of how to have his birthday start but then he plans on when to kick the charts.
I plan of my birthday to be the craft and he neat's it to the actual part.

As we sit....We belong....I innovate and he navigates the start....

;) What better mystery than this could be.

Whose father what goes? ;)

Whose father what goes?

There are times in life that you just wonder why the hell is everyone bothered more about our life then there own lives.

May be I wonder because of the number of lives I live. The ones i love and ones I don't. Sometimes I wonder if I ones I don't like are just because I have weaved them like that. Unknowingly but yes. I'm not a depressed person, because I try and get over it.

People often say that we should not think of the past. But why, I guess you should never forget your past neither goods nor bad. Well a little diversion. May be they say that don't forget but don't think too much about it. If it's about forgetting it then NO that's not good. Yours good and bad are yours. A part of your life not something orphaned. just remember let these times not depress you but motivate you even more. Something that moves you on, over and over and over again. Something that give you the strength of doing it all over again and holds you on through out so that it does not let you down again.

I still live my bad and it just tells me that you have it in store for you....Something better....Something nicer.....

There is something that just keeps me going. I love me life and I don't wan't anyone to bother....

I can take care of me.... Unwanted, please don't bother for the sake of it.... Live and let live....
Whose father what goes?
My father is fine....your father what goes....Just be and let be.

Bottom line.... Live your life to the fullest....YOUR FATHER WHAT GOES? ;)

I'm Free

I’m free.
There are thoughts floating in my mind, my mind is free.
There are wishes pondering in my heart, my heart is free.
Thunder, blizzards are blowing the skies apart.
I remember you and I feel your touch. My thoughts are free.

Everything’s perfect. And I think of you, that you so perfect.
Your happiness is my happiness.
Suddenly the weather changes, there is sadness everywhere.
While happiness around everyone just missed that.
Your happiness is my happiness.
But your sad is my worse.
It’s us, you rule my thoughts, my thoughts rule my heart and my heart rules my mind.
It’s all yours, nothing is free. I’m not free. I’m tagged yours. Forever!

WE

Love found me…..Came down…. Knocked at my heart….

Life moved….. Moved me places,
Helped me explore myself, Places left behind within me
Flickering flames, melted heart,
In search of peace, flaunting the pain
There is no pain any more, I’m no sweet anymore.
I am just me, me made by you.
You helped me explore myself, the parts of me I had lost
I had lost the counts I had said I.
You made us, we became WE.
WE like never before. WE like no one else could ever be.
I whipped of happiness the moment we turned WE FOREVER.
Loved which had knocked my door ages before, today settled in my house.
It formed and uniformed my HOME.
WE MOVED ON.
Moved on for forever
Now love’s resting, we are misting.
The fire evokes, Warms OUR home.
You became me, I became you.
Smeared in each other, it just left WE

Ash n Nash The story begins.
WE just became a start
A never ending start
It will only End with US
There is no U, there is no I anymore
Ash n Nash just began, Ash n Nash just got started
NO END
THIS IS JUST THEH START